Schooling

Feeling lost.

how much more effort i have to put in i dont know; but really, currently it seems like hell... something tells me my current lifestyle is in no way helping myself prepare for the impending slow walk to the gate.

what have i put myself into?

feels like i'm in a totally different dimension. so far so different from what everyone is going to experience in their life.

feels like i've just volunteered to join the COMMANDOs. (again...)

maybe i'm just itching for a challenge.

or maybe...

i dont know...

maybe...

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