MY WAY....

whahahaha feeling really down
how i wish i i am just overly pessimistic and all the exams will turn out well.
how i wish i can look at all the smart asses with the same excellent results as me..
and sing this in their face...
i did it my.... way....

but now... it just seems like its on me...
cause my way...
is kinda screwed right now...

its just disturbing that sometimes you really think that maybe you are doing enough...
but its just never enough...
someone out there will show you...
you are an idiot wasting your life away...

but then some others will be so below you that you feel that you are doing a good job.

its so hard to decide if this is what i want and what i need

cause now i just want more.

hopefully not more than i can chew