August 11, 2005

Dreams Come True?I sure hope mine wont

Ever dreamt of something and waking up sweating, praying it never happened?(only to realise it is all but a dream of course).
Well,it hit me.
It isn't much of a nice dream but i thought it's interesting details that still haunts me till now earned itself a post in my blog.

It all started with nothing...*BLANK*
Then suddenly i made a Gal (Someone i know in reality) pregnant
(in order to keep her identity a secret, her name will not be mentioned anywhere in this post)
I believe it was somewhat due to premarital and unsafe sex
note to self: such behaviours are not right
In a blink of a moment, she's in labour...
I got a call from...apparently...a voice...
Well the voice just went "your friend is in labour, you want to come over?"
i guess...i wouldnt call her my friend if she kinda bears my child will i?...or...how should i even address her?
(This thing about dreams is that unnecessary details are convenientlt left out...)
*blink* and i was on my way to a place...somewhat like a park
There...i saw people crying and burying their loved ones...
But on the other side, someone is rejoicing over the birth of his baby boy.
The large crowd prompted me to shout out loud.
"How the hell am i gonna find _______ in this place?"
Voice:"go to number 36, she's there"
Almost immediately, i noticed the number tags (that i havent noticed since then) on the floors labelling different sections of the "park"
34....35....36
I found her lying in a stretcher in an ambulance.
"_____! i found you!"
She just stared at me...almost as if she was blaming me for everything
suddenly i felt very guilty...my legs shook
Then my cousin and my auntie appeared beside me...
(in an inquisitive tone)they spoke "She's going to give birth..who is she?"
"My girlfriend" i replied without hesitation...
Then it struck me...WAS she my girlfriend?
IS she my girlfriend now that she is giving birth to my baby?

When did it happen?

It is creepy how the whole thing feels so real.
The guilt of premarital sex...the dilema...
Then i began to have doubts of the explanation for why dreams happen...
"dreams are basically what you are thinking of...at night when you brain rests, these images subconsiously gathers to form a sequence"
WHAT? i was thinking of these? maybe if the explanation is true, there should at least be this hint of CHEMISTRY or PHYSICs in my dream shouldnt it?
How can one person be made to go through the agony...the emotional torture, in a senario he was never put through or one he might never come across in this lifespan.

i will love to believe:
an alien spaceship kidnapped me at night and tried to get some informations of Earth out of me...when they were unable to do so...(i was sleeping! DUH!) they shot a beam out of their wierd guns that results in hallucinations that are torturing and unpleasant. After enjoying their little prank, they decided to teleport back to my bed.

*wake up*
dang..._____very chio leh...wasted...y i wake up now?

WHAHAHAHA

August 09, 2005

PRIVACY are they invaded?

I cant forget the water issues, where Dr Mahathir complained that the S'pore govt made the letter sent by the former public. He stated a senario which everyone cannot forget for quite some time. you can even hear the auntie playing taichee in the park talking about it...
You made the letter we sent public!
its almost like when you send a love letter to your girlfriend
and you realise that she read it out loud in front of everyone!

Well, in the modern world today...
nobody use love letters anymore.
somebody tell please him...
"uncle ar...u very lag leh...
people use HP liaoz leh...tor long la..."


the Hand"PHONE" has been so much ultilised...
note the inverted commas
it can be used to:
1. Charge a guy for sexual harrassment
2. Break up with boyfriend
3. Gossip and cause a break up
4. Track a child through GPS(global positioning satelite)
5. CHECK ON YOUR BOYFRIEND naughty naughty...

It has become more of a hazard than a tool...
while secrets could be kept to yourself straight after you have heard it, it is now only possible if you remember to "DELETE ALL" messages. often, people who always do that clearly shows that he is hiding alot although not always true and he gets interograted by his spouse or stead...so where is this right for privacy?
nowadays couples share their messages on their handphone with each other.
SO WHAT? It's their HP wat you say...couples are not supposed to share secrets you say...

BUT...who is to expect that the private sms he send to another person will be read by another person...whether or not he knows that person is DOESNT change the fact that HIS PRIVACY is invaded!
"who is this gIRL?"
"why is he commenting about me?"
"who is he to talk to you like that?"
is what sharing of smses will often end up with...

over reliance on this technology has much undesired consequences
slowly...people's privacy are invaded...
then their sperm counts decreases...
then they become retarded...dmg: -10points off IQ

What sia...maybe i should just start sending letters instead...

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