CHANGE THE WORLD!

you know there are times when you sit down and think about useless stuff?
i had hell lots of time for that and so i came out with a theory why i am not the most happy
i concluded that maybe:
i am addicted to CHANGE!
just like Wang Liu Mei - in the Gundam 00 series
i really want to see changes in myself
but then i am disgusted how things are looking stagnant.
the inertia is cause of the angst within me.

theory number 2.
i am like so addicted to the randomness of Family Guy and its brilliance.
i am getting withdrawal syndrome not watching that shit