Hey There Plastic

so there was this girl..
always looking up to people
small and nimble.
but nobody saw her smile,
cause they never looked down
so one day..
little Jane went on for a change.
Believing she shall stand tall and proud,
never a need to look up upon others...
never to look down on herself.
as she stepped out of the hospital bed
standing up tall and ready.
she let out a beautiful smile for all to see,
what a beauty she is.

then one by-passing patient said:
"hey there plastic girl!
Now you're all ready for the beauty pageant!"

her smile disappeared.
amazed by what little thoughtless words it took to rob her of her smiles
now, she just a little normal child...
nothing special without her beautiful smile...

Situation REPORT: So Weak...

yesterday, i was running towards my bus from the carpark a 30-40m medium paced dash for my 15minutes waiting time stupid 113... when i reach the deck i just stood there.
for a moment, i almost couldnt breathe! managed to pull out my wallet and "DI" though.
quickly collapsed to the nearest seat to catch my breath.

i was wondering why it happened for a moment...
then it struck me...
a guy surviving on campbell's soup and nutrition milk for the past 2 weeks...
really is not capable of running the 100m shuttle run for IPPT.

but then i realised i really did drop a couple of KG.
i always didnt believe that starving for a couple of days can make a person lose weight. well i was wrong... 1 week of pure liquid diet took off 2 kg...
so if anyone is thinking....

yea... it is so easy!
and i mean it... i am so surprisingly able to live comfortably with liquid diet its starting to scare me. my mum comes screaming...don't you at least have to eat? and it seems... i'm not hungry most of the time...

well of course...what really hurts is the craving...
the crave...slowly biting away my soul...

21thApril...i hope i'll be able to eat soon after that day... haha

I wonder...

Hmm... so i was lookin into the mirror checking out how the swell was doing...
and i started to think... i should keep my hair like... forever
it starting to get a little irritating though... all the heat isn't helping at all.
well i am pretty convinced i should get used to it soon since long hair.. i just never tried keeping em the past 21 years... haha guess i finally understand the extra effort i have to put in... maybe someday i might just make it long enough for dreadlocks...
whahahhaha do know that i wont be able to wash my hair with dreadlocks... so... maybe i'll just keep it till i'm pissed with the itch...then i'll SHAVE'em all whahhaha

mission for my new year: resist all temptation to cut my hair short.

long term goal: try and see how cool it'll be with dreadlocks... whahahha yea nigg*!

Power Within.

So... i was looking at Allen - in the mirror.
something deep within me was awakened.
he was staring at me...then a sinister grin...

there was this feeling...
a voice inside me tells me maybe...
i was meant to do big things i this world
perhaps its my destiny to be special...

i wonder if Allen has superhuman strength.
next time you see Allen... don't piss him off...
*grin* so if Allen's responsible for whatever i do...
then maybe... muahahhahahahha

where's that cheerleader again?

wah... think my com tio virus liaoz...
WTH man... never do anything also tio virus...
now also dno how to fix... grrr...
wahlau... if end up needing to reformat then sian liaoz...