Reaching back

did something change?
i don't feel the same anymore.
its like...
i think i just lost my friends...

why must things turn out this way?

gees...

F...

i wonder if it's that the world just turned and left me behind,
or did i walk in the opposite direction.

I never

i never looked back
i never had girlfriend
i never knew how i did for my first sem till now
i never wished life was easier
i never wished i was a cat
i never had carefree lifestyle
i never stopped worrying
i never stopped perspiring when eating spicy food
i never stopped hoping my works will be noticed
i never stopped hoping i can be more brilliant
i never wished i can just decide and do it

i never said that all of the above were true

and so i was thinking of the drinking game: I Never.
which of these i Never...
one thing is for sure...

I had never thought about it

My New Fascination

THE MOEBIUS CURVE.

Spent the last week rushing assignments. finally there is room to breathe thanks to Frank Ching.

i have to apologise to Kok Hong for missing his 21st bday party.

i wonder if i will ever be able to revert back to the old lifestyle (times of totally no rules and endless fun)... EVER.

i guess... i maybe...
i am just being the stupid me again...
always choosing the harder way to do stuff.
gawd...
someone out there's having 3 days weeks and zero assignments...

and this is only the beginning...