TENNIS

just got my first introduction to tennis!
boy i'll learn hard this time.
its this nostalgic feeling
a long time ago when i was starting to play table tennis.
its all coming back again, the feeling of competitiveness
the feeling that i need to be stronger, better.(lost after ORD)
i'm glad everything's starting to seem busy for me, cause having nothing to do is starting to hurt real bad.

as much as i want to, i am still unable to pick up a book and start reading. so much time, but so distracted...
something at the back of my head says i'm gonna need so hell lot of preparation for my course... but its just blank at the front.
so many books but no idea what the hell to do with them...
somebody.... give me a sign....