Where am i heading?

Arhitecture is no doubt one of the most taxing course ever created.
week1: 2 concurrent assignment. today 3rd assignment given plus my first assignment being failed and asked to redo, like the so many others. so thats 4 assignments in 1 week... the FIRST week.

and my tutors/potential tutors all seem to live in a world of their own, detacted from the dimension we are comfortable in. his critiques seemed to give me a glimpse of his world.a world i am not able to understand.

i wonder if i can ever have views like his..
thoughts so complex
and ever so full of ideas as to how things can be done instead.
i wonder...

i shall keep cycling, even if it takes the last bit of my strength.
towards the unknown. towards my fiercest enemy!

DESIGN OR DIE!